You are 16 now.
You are old enough to drive.
You are old enough to date.
You are almost old enough to be finished high school and looking towards a new career.
You are old enough to be looking forward to life on your own.
Unfortunately you don’t have any of those plans.
You are a bum. You refuse to move on to greener pastures.
You have learned nothing after 16 years. We have found new treatments to fight you. We have continued to live life to the fullest even when you tried to drag us down.
We have made incredible friends even with you clinging on in the background.
We have continued to live a full life even when you decided to make life horrible by sending blood sugars dangerously high and made my son ill or dropped them low so he had to sit on the sidelines while his friends played.
Diabetes, I have had enough of you. You no longer wake me up at night. You no longer consume all of my thoughts. You still wake my son however. Your demands still inconvenience him. You remain as inconsiderate as ever after all of these years.
I would love nothing more than to kick you out of his life. I would buy you your own car and send you on your way. Unfortunately that can’t happen. You are still with my son after all of these years but guess what? Even when you tried to kill him 16 years ago, he survived! No matter what you have thrown at us, we have survived! It hasn’t been easy. It has cost us a lot but we are still going. He has grown to be a strong young man. I have developed a voice that reaches people in places that I never imagined.
Its been sixteen years since that horrific day when you barged into our lives but we are still strong. We are still fighting you. He is still healthy and we are winning. You are still an unwelcome intrusion that we simply tolerate and move forward despite.